Thoughts Not Shared

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Something I often wonder is if I should dare blog about more topical issues based on the current climate of our society here in the States.  I go back and forth on this for a number of reasons.  Does my opinion (because that’s what it is) matter?  Would I add anything of value to the conversation?  Is it a conversation or just a screaming match?  You get it, right?  It doesn’t take much effort to look through the porthole and find the rocks being thrown (verbally and physically these days) when it comes to opposing views.So let’s just talk more about storytelling!!!  Just kidding.  I wouldn’t tease you just for the sake of peaking interest.

For myself, I should state that I am not oblivious to the happenings outside of my bubble here in California, deep in the Mojave Desert.  I have taken an interest recently and at the beginning (I admit, I stayed clear of social issues/politics for several years simply because my interests lay elsewhere) I was left sort of at a loss.  I realized I knew very little about what was going on.  You’d think as a writer, I’d be more in tune with the world.  You thought wrong!  I’ve been more curious about other time periods to be honest (as a fantasy writer, you tend to focus more on that period called “Medieval”).

This post is not meant to convince anyone of anything.  Go back to one of my first posts back in January.  I believe wholeheartedly in the value of someone else’s opinions, thoughts, convictions, etc.  I’m not a salesman.  I gain nothing for trying to convert (it’s you who gains everything!  Kidding.  My smugness knows no bounds).  For myself, I’m simply trying to understand the world better and make sure I’m educated on history.  It’s the best resource we have to progressing and not committing the same mistakes.  Let’s not be a society that returns to its own vomit (gross but appropriate).

I’m of the opinion that people have value and that should not be based on ability.  Abilities can be lost or dwindle and therefore that means value can be lost.  Things without value are discarded and forgotten.  We should avoid this when it comes to people.  The greatest atrocities in history were committed because the value of others was diminished.  People are intrinsically valuable for the sake of their being alive.  Without going on a philosophical tangent, I’ll simply say that life is limited within the confines of time and what all people want is to find, experience, and maintain joy and to be loved.  I think those two basic needs can be sufficient for the purposes of this post.

As you’ve no doubt noticed, I haven’t and won’t likely dive into any hot button issues in these types of blog posts.  I’m not convinced it’s necessary for the time being.  I will offer my thoughts and you can either decide to read or not read them.  If you decide you disagree and feel the need to scream and yell, then it’ll fall on deaf ears because I control the comments.  If you write a blog, you can do the same thing for yourself.  If ever there is the chance for conversation (respectful and honoring each others views), then what will be welcomed.

There’s a vast need for discussions that are not based on anger.  Disagreement should be welcome.  There’s value in hearing and understanding someone else’s views.  That is not to say the more extreme views (anything that diminishes the value of another person) should be widely scrutinized.  Hate is an element of evil and that’s not what I’m talking about.  Opposing views can and should be invited into communities.

Call to Action: Find the gold in those you disagree with.  Obviously, you can’t do this with randoms on the interwebz.  Trolls are aplenty in the comment sections of YouTube and other websites.  However, everyone has people within the walls of their social circles (or at least you should) that has opposing views to your own.  If you know you can have a true conversation, then I would encourage you to do so.  You’ll learn some things from them and possibly yourself.  Happy living!!!

True to Self

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Something that I continually come up against each day (I’m sure you do too if we’re being honest) is staying true to self.  This extends beyond my writing.  Everything I’ve given since starting this blog has been my genuine voice.  Thoughts are legit, lessons learned are still gripped tightly, and humor is straight from my wacky brain and how I view the world.  I admit, I hold some things back but for the most part, I keep it level.

I know I’m not alone in this because I see so many people everyday whether in my day to day or on social media expressing these practices of self.  Sometimes, you can tell people are still not all the way there but inching closer to understanding who they are, what they believe, and what their purpose is.  One thing I’m forever grateful for is my own journey in this regard.  To look back at my life just ten years ago, I get a little embarrassed knowing what I did and said to others and even what I thought about myself.

You can’t go back but you can learn from mistakes.  It’s only by these mistakes that I am able to shake my head and thank God I’m not there anymore.

(At this time, you’re probably saying, “Oh, it’s one of these blog posts.”  Yes, it is.  I dare you to keep reading!)

How this relates to writing is simply you have to write what you know and like.  I’ve tried writing stories set in another genre but not even I can push through the struggle.  Now, I don’t think I will forever write fantasy (I truly hope not) because then I’d be limiting myself.  My hope is that I can get these stories that are fresh and inside me out and off to the world, making way for others that might stray to different audiences.  A great example is Stephen King.  Love or hate him, he actually has stories that are not horror/thriller.  Shawshank Redemption and The Green Mile are both his and wonderful stories!

If I wanted to have success in the literary world (or just a better chance at it), then I’d chase whatever fad is happening at the moment.  I tend to joke that I may do that just to see if I can get published faster but I’d feel too bad for selling out.  (No vampire meets werewolf gets locked in a game to the death dystopian future will be found in my books.  Ha!)

Again, in order for me to be able to push outside the boundaries (and comforts) of writing fantasy, it will require me to expand myself in new ways.  I don’t know what that looks like at this time or even how it will come about (probably naturally since that’s how most major changes in my life take place).  My climb out of the places of immaturity and naivety in my early twenties took quite a while (they do say boys take longer to become men and there’s definitely truth to that).

Perhaps a lot of people struggle with or are not willing to admit to their shortcomings or falls in youth but I love that I can share that journey.  I’ve had the opportunity to do so a few times with others and it’s therapeutic to be genuine and honest about that part of my life.  Even now, I have this sense of peace being a bit vulnerable and transparent with all of you.  I write and I consider myself a writer but if I cannot be true to myself in that aspect of my life, how could I expect to anywhere else?

Call to Action: If I did write the vampire meets werewolf after getting locked in a game to the death dystopian future story, I’d call it “Fang Games”.  Uh oh… I might have a fun little tongue-in-cheek story prompt I should throw out there to the interwebz.  By the way, if you are one who wastes time on Pinterest (I say that light-heartedly of course), then follow my writing board where you will no doubt be entertained by my pins of what I enjoy and find inspiring to my writing.  Find here: https://www.pinterest.com/adamhenderson49/my-writing-board/

Identity: Theme Explored

Write what you know.  That’s what they tell you (I don’t know who they are…still looking to be honest).  For whatever the reason, I’ve struggled to really explain to people what my books are about.  Seriously.  If you asked me in person to tell you what the first Ravanguard book is about, I would struggle to do so without going into vast details in order to make sure you are tracking with me in what I consider a complex tapestry of interwoven major and minor story lines.  In short, I’ve had to narrow it down.  The book is about identity.

I’ve done this recently on a few accounts and simply saying identity helps me focus the vision.  The story follows the viewpoints of the three main characters and their struggle through identity.  All of these are explored through different methods.  One has their identity stripped away and must establish a new one, the second strives to make a name for herself in a predominantly male order, and the third (the youngest) has little knowledge of his family and their history, only to be introduced to secrets that make him realize who he is.

I like to think that you could take any of these three quick descriptions I’ve provided and apply them to a number of stories in all kinds of genres.  That’s the beauty of the theme of identity.  It is not restrictive or limited.

This is all very organic in my writing process.  I did not write these out and go from there.  No, I started with the character and their conflict and the theme of identity grew.  Imagine the smallest of frames–better yet, a bare Christmas tree.  I set it up and throughout the process of writing, editing, re-writing and editing some more, I’ve placed the ornaments, ribbon, tinsel (not just for decoration), etc. in their proper places to give the tree–or characters–identity.  Muscle and skin added to the skeleton once again.

Write what you know.  Well, much of my main point of view characters in everything I write has one underlying theme of identity.  My writing focuses on this because I truly believe individual identity is the key to success.  A character’s journey to discover/re-discover their identity and purpose in life is the quintessential most important conflict in literature (at least I think so).

So, I relate personally because I spent many years unsure of who I was, what my purpose was, etc.  Same old story…  It took time, patience and putting myself around people who saw the gold in me.  This righted much of the upside down thinking I struggled with as a young man.  Once I found what I was looking for, though, I settled within myself to be okay.  Were there things that could still use work?  Of course!

The theme of identity will likely be what I write about the rest of my life.  My hope is that this will transcend the pages and help people.  Obviously, I cannot tell every reader who they are but hopefully, through my characters, readers will find tools that make sense to them and lead them to discover what’s most important.

Call to Action: If you are struggling with identity in any capacity, I would encourage you to not lose sight or hope.  Don’t merely look for others to tell you who you are.  Do not seek acceptance or relationships because someone else thinks you should be this or that.  Ask questions.  Pursue the truth of your convictions.  These will better guide you in the long run.

Keeping the Creative Juices Flowing Pt 1

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I thought it would be fun to discuss some of these and share my own methods, experiences, practices.

Let’s start with #21 first.  Listening to music is essential for me.  Ever since I can remember, I’ve listened to music and a wide range of genres over the years.  It would be somewhat embarrassing to list these phases but I will say, I try to be open to all styles, forms and expressions.  My iTunes library is a ridiculous smorgasbord of artists that drives my wife crazy.  One song is the melancholy melodies of Bon Iver and the next is thrashing guitars and drums of A Day to Remember.  We like what we like.  I gravitate towards music.  I can always listen to Cold War Kids, City and Colour and Mumford and Sons, especially when I’m writing.

#40 is next.  Be curious.  This has been my go to lately when I just need unwind.  I will often go to Wikipedia and peruse the “Did you know…” section where there’s tons of random trivia on everything from history to the arts.  Really interesting stuff to be sifted through.  I also listen to a lot of podcasts that focus on movies, sports and politics.  Every day, I seem to hear a name or term that I am unfamiliar with and research.  I love being informed about things so this definitely helps me creatively.

Last, let’s go with #5.  I try to socialize more as I get older.  I’ve never been the center of attention or wanted to be really.  I prefer smaller circles of get togethers and really build relationships one on one.  My wife and I enjoy meeting up with other couples and playing games and just talking.  So many topics are explored and we really open ourselves up to be known and get to know others.  Building relationships with others benefits creativity because to know others is to expand the mind.

Call to Action: Take a look at this list and pick some out that you want to do more.  Share if you want too!  I’d love to hear form all of you.

So Far so Good: Review and Reflection

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My friends, I’m a month into this blogging thing and I admit, I was unprepared for how much writing it would require of me (cue the long exhale) but I will say that I have enjoyed it immensely.  Blogging forces my hand (pun) to keep things moving in a way that I was unaware of for quite some time.  Seriously, I thought I worked on my writing projects at a decent rate seeing as how I have a full time job, wife and other responsibilities that I devote my life to.Well, I’ve learned several things and I’ll go ahead and share them here.

If you’ve paid attention to the details, I try to have a new blog post every other day for all of you.  While I am wondering how long I can sustain this schedule in the long term, I think it’s been very beneficial to me to do so for no other reason than I am writing.  I will not be writing solely about writing topics (theme, setting, characterization, etc.) because I don’t want to spin those wheels all the time.  I have added some different themed posts to hopefully shake up the monotony.

Quick overview: “On This Day” will be once a month and focus on something related to the literary world or in close relation.  Books, authors, films, etc.  All will be explored.  These will likely be a little longer in word count but worth it since my hope is they provide you with my personal inspiration and history regarding them.

Flash Fiction:  Okay, now I’ve had some questions about these and I want to clear up some things.  These will likely be once a month but possibly twice (depends on how generous I’m feeling) where you all will get glimpses into the world of another series I’ve spent some time developing.  It’s not as fleshed out as the Ravanguard series but the flash fiction stories posted will develop and introduce you to the world of my Shoals to the Hallowed series.  This is a vast undertaking but a great exercise and experiment for myself.  All of these will take place in the same world and timeline.  They are meant to be independent events from a wide array of characters, cultures, settings and situations that make up and tell the story of the world years prior to the first book’s events.  These are the prequel to book one.  (Note: Keep in mind, this is separate from the Ravanguard completely.  Just a way for me to share my writing style and stories with all of you.)

Sunday Levity: These are short and fun.  My Sundays are often busy with church and family events.  I don’t have a lot of time here (though I might now because football has ended) and as I’ve stated in my recent blog post about the social climate of the US, I need levity from time to time.  I imagine you do too and my Sunday Levity posts are meant to be lighter.  They will be filled with puns, sarcasm and nerd culture laughs.  If it makes me laugh, it will be shared.

Next, I want to say thank you to all my family, friends and strangers who come by and read what I have to say.  I’ve received kind and encouraging feedback so far and I hope to continue to provide quality content in the future.  Please do not forget to comment.  I’m always happy to answer questions or clarify anything.

Lastly, I need to make a change to the newsletter.  I’ve been working on the content for the first one and I’ve looked ahead and realized that four a year is unlikely.  I am dropping it to three (one every four months).  So, please sign up for it when prompted on the website if you haven’t done so yet.  The first will be released at the end of April and will include a Ravanguard short story recently written just for all of you!

Call to Action: Sign up for the newsletter of course and if you have the chance, share my posts from my Facebook author’s page.  Some have done this already and I so appreciate the vote of confidence and help.

A Writer’s View: Processing the Social Culture

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My friends, this is a difficult blog post for me to write for no other reason except I am processing and for me (just ask my wife) I process difficult things through writing.  I feel that it helps me collect my thoughts and examine angles and perspectives I don’t often scrutinize at face value.A lot of things will be explored in this post and I want to make my stance very clear to you so you understand who I am and how I view the world around me.  I have no interest in argument or debate.  Why?  Because I try to hold myself to a standard that honors and values people who are different than me.  I have absolute interest in conversation that makes way for speaking and listening in equal measures of respect.

I’m not always good at this practice but I strive to get better and that often means I engage in conversations with people who hold different opinions, backgrounds and experiences than I do.  If you are one of those people, I hope by the end of this post, you’ll know and feel comfortable talking to me.  I hope you’ll know that I will listen to you and consider all that you have to say.  My desire is to create communication not division.

So, I hope that’s all clear.  If not, well…shoot.

I cannot be a writer in today’s age unless I am a student of people.  History, economics, religion, culture, politics, etc.  All of these intrigue and interest me because I write about these things.  Even in fantasy settings (much has changed since Tolkien and Lewis commanded the genre), all of these aspects of humanity are explored.  There are actual subgenres of fantasy that could be called socio-fantasy.  Sure, there are dragons, magic, and epic battles but the writers in the fantasy milieu are so impassioned now with people (thank you social media) that all of these leak onto the pages.

I am included in this.  I explore topics such as politics, religion, racism and individual rights in my books because in my mind, they must be present in order for a believable world to pop out on the pages.

This means that I am paying attention to the world, especially here in the US.  Now, I won’t engage in discussion or put any posts on social media about my opinion or stance on issues simply because the climate at the moment is very divided (and 140 characters is just too difficult to have any form of substantial discussion).  When I see family and friends openly clashing in a manner that is counter-productive and does not honor one another, I see no point in throwing my kindling into the flames.

That does not mean I am one of these people who says, “get over it” or “stick to (fill in the blank)”.  That is exactly the problem I am seeing.  If healthy, honoring conversations were taking place, then I’d be happier to scroll and read but the onslaught of divisive language just doesn’t interest me.  I have made the choice to abstain and process everything on my own terms, in my own way (which includes talking to my wife and forcing her to try to understand my blabbering.  Sorry, love).

So, I am processing it all and asking questions, researching and trying to get a grip on the issues.  None will be explored in this post (not what this long read is about) but rather I want to say that I am searching through it all before coming to conclusions.

I never want to be a person that reacts out of emotion.  Again, this is just not healthy for me.  I’ve done it before.  I had my years where I openly and looked for places to debate and argue.  I can honestly say that I wish I had not gone down those roads.  They were not productive for me as a young person finding my way in the world.

Each of us has our own sense of moral convictions based on any number of influences.  Mine will be different than yours and that’s alright.  I invite you to share those with me.  If we ever do meet up, I hope you will see that I am not easily offended.  To be honest, you’d have to go pretty far to probably get me to that place of anger (tell me one more time Lost is a horrible show and I’ll make a fan of you yet!  Kidding).

I’m a firm believer in managing myself first and others never.  Sorry, but that’s just a migraine and anxiety attack I’ll always prefer to stay away from.  You manage you.  It’s a good philosophy my wife and I practice in our household.  We practice with each other and that trickles into our relationships with other people.  Add in the discipline of creating healthy boundaries and I promise you life is better by a thousand percent.

As a writer, I actually try to throw these qualities into my characters.  Some are selfish and manipulative because I know in a perfect world, not all my characters can be perfect like me (proud punk moment and I’m kidding, of course).  I believe this practice helps my writing and lends weight to my stories in ways maybe not considered all the time.

I know this post is a bit long and probably not what might be expected but if I ever explore these topics in the future (guaranteed I will), I hope you all understand that I do so as a processing exercise and you all are my dart board.  I don’t have all the answers and will never claim to.  You’ll not get preaching or an onslaught of links or statistics from me.  What’s the point?  How does that honor you?  A blog post is not a conversation.

I’m not looking for people to agree with me or convert.  I simply want you who takes time out of your day to come here and read to get to know me better.  I’m sarcastic and a bit of a dork but I’m not smug or a douche.  You are an individual who deserves to be heard and seen.  It’s my goal to make sure everyone I talk to knows that.  That’s just who I am.

Call to Action: Oh, it’s a simple one this time around: take a step back, breathe and actually engage in a conversation with someone who you know views the world differently than you.  Don’t go looking for a fight.  Ask questions.  Listen, don’t interrupt and don’t feel like you have to win.  Honor and value above all else.

This New Venture You Be Having (spoken in a pirate voice)

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A blog is the diary/journal of this interwebs generation, except we actually want people to read whats cramped onto those pages and get feedback.  Same goes for me.  I have not blogged before and I’m hoping this will be a great way for me to share things that I honestly want to share but don’t always have an audience to share with.  Get to know the deeper shades of who I am (that reads very personal and…yeah).

I can’t say for sure when to expect new blog posts but they will be weekly.  My wonderful wife has already ordered me a planner so I can jot down ideas and look ahead.  This will be a great way for me to schedule my writing in a way I’ve not done before.

Writing is more than storytelling.  It’s a creative discipline.  I cannot speak for other artists like painters or sculptors or even dancers–all of whom I have great respect for.  My family is teeming with artists.  Hair stylists, dancers, painters, sculptors, musicians and even inventors.  All of us make up this smorgasbord (yes, I looked up how to spell that one) of ridiculous talent and creativity bent on taking over the world!!! Not really, but we’ll settle for changing and impacting it by love and positivity in any which way we can.

All of these require discipline.  There’s this passion coursing through our veins and brains to do more, explore more and experience more in each of our respective creative fields.  For me, I can write like a fish swims but only because I’ve challenged myself and made it a priority.  Blog writing is somewhat different but only in the sense that I’m not writing a story from start to finish.  For a blog, I’m giving you all some perspective (mine mostly) of life.  And my life is shifting.

This blog is the next step for me.  I’ve crafted and tooled my writer’s voice for more than 13 years now and it’s about time I share it beyond my novels.  For anyone who has read those, my voice is different, less personal really but here, you’ll all get to know the other side of me.  Less cursing and violence.  I kid, but truthfully: less.

So, I’ll end it here.  My new adventure is shared with all of you.  I hope you enjoy the journey and make yourselves a part of it by leaving comments and engaging in the Call to Actions I leave at the end of each blog post.  They’re meant to be fun and interactive.

Call to Action: What’s your creative outlet?  Even if it’s just as a connoisseur (gotta love those French words).