Just as it has taken years for me to learn and find my writing voice, it takes just as much time to find the self-editor’s touch. I wrote a post last year about my editing process and as I’ve gotten further into the process, getting closer to looking for an agent, I’ve learned a few things that expand that process. Sometimes, I forget that it’s never as cut and dry as I would hope.
I know what it is to pay a professional editor to put their hand on my writing but when dealing with a manuscript of 250k+ words, you can easily see why financially, it’s near impossible for me to take that course. The cheapest editor I found was cents per word. It adds up quick (trust me). So, I have to trust my own abilities and also that of the few beta readers I’ve been able to work with.
Besides just the grammatical issues a writer has to deal with (run-on sentences, comma splices, split infinitives, etc.), I have to focus on consistency throughout the story and its three major viewpoints. I have close to 50 secondary characters who speak (a rough guess on that number) and maybe double the number of tertiary characters who are mentioned by description and limited dialogue. Not only do I need to make sure all of these maintain their descriptive elements, but there’s also the customs, history, and societies that have to be consistent. As you can imagine, this is time consuming when editing.
Hence, my delay and taking longer than expected to begin sending out my query letters. Not to mention the arrival of our first born in less than a month. By the way, I’m not complaining about any of this. I just wanted to make clear why things are moving slower than I had hoped when laying out my goals at the beginning of the new year. It’s tough but not heartbreaking, hahaha. I’ll adjust and get to these writing goals when I can.
It’s not crazy or even hard to admit that once the baby joins us, I will re-prioritize. He will be number one and he should be. I have waited a long time to be a father and not even my dream of being published would interfere with my heart and desire to be a capable and good father. In fact, I trust that timing and seasons are always meant for my well-being and growth. Entering parenthood now (so close to finishing and being satisfied with my novel) will have an impact on me as a person and therefore on me as a writer.
Call to Action: I finally finished the show, Godless, on Netflix. Check it out! Highly recommended. In fact, I think my next blog post will be a full review.